Just carrying on

Yesterday wasn't spectacular, but it wasn't terrible either. Today will be good, at least. No food, only coffee and water and herbal tea. J should get home today, hopefully. I need him to. I've never missed him more.

My bones are starting to show more and more. I thought that once my BMI was below 19 then they'd be properly on show, but it's going to be a little more than that. I need to stop plateauing at 111 and 110, and get down. I need to push myself harder, this is what I want.