Wanna taste insanity? Come and take a sip with me.

Fuck this life.
I'm starting a new one. And I'm gonna be what I feel inside. And I don't CARE who knows what I look like inside, even if it's all dark and warped and strange. I want the inside on the outside and the outside on the inside. I want to FEEL happy-go-lucky. Not look it. Even if that means being a sarcastic, ironic, jealous bitch on the outside.

Fuck me. I wanna be thin. I wanna be thin now.
I'm going back on speed for a while x