Isn't it funny?

These days are pleasant. They take my mind of what I know is under my skin somewhere, hiding, waiting to come out again when I get to the best point of my life.

I can almost taste it.

I've missed this, being allowed to be crazy, or you know, just honest? I've missed writing to you.

Whoever you are, when all I see is silence.

I'm sorry for clogging your blogrolls, I don't think I'll be home for a while again. Lets say goodbye and go on with life, as if we never spoke.

As if we never existed. It happens all the time, a blogger disappears, and noone asks why.

Or maybe they disappeared because noone ever asks why.

Mmmm. I have a whole life, I know my illness won't disappear. But I can hide it again. I have a new chance.

I don't believe in 'well'. Get better, tell everyone you know with an eating disorder: 'get better'

There's no such things as well, it's always there now.

It's been lovely to have you in my life for a while, I'm happy. I'm happy with an ED, it's okay. I have a lovely boyfriend now.

Have a good time, I'm sure I'll be back one day :) xx

Lillie